Post by Sarah Crestwell on Apr 6, 2015 20:44:45 GMT -5
Being hungry sucked. She had lost a couple pounds already and she wasn't really happy about it. Having some self esteem issues has had repercussions in the past with disordered eating and this whole not having food available thing was really starting to suck. She was considering asking the school if she could get on some sort of program called the "Yes we make too much for free food but my alkee mom spends it all at bars trying to hook up with random ass guys who ditch out on her as soon as they so much as get a whiff of me or the concept of me" program. She wondered who all would be on that program or if it would just be her. She wondered if her mom would have still been this shitty if she had grown up with a dad who hadn't died overseas.
"I don't have money today."
"Again?"
"Yeah... do you have anything for free?"
"There's some apples over there."
"Thanks..." She grabbed an apple but knew that she wouldn't be able to stomach it. She took a bite either way but felt bad complaining. It was small, it was too mealy and the taste made her a little sick. She just wanted something with a little substance like a salad or even just a sandwich. Greasy stuff seemed kind of harsh too all things considered, so she didn't feel too bad but still she sat over in a corner and placed the twice bitten apple on the table in front of her before setting her head down.
She felt like she was probably gonna drift to sleep, maybe that would make her feel less hungry. Even if her stomach was making noises loud enough to keep her from completely falling asleep.
"I don't have money today."
"Again?"
"Yeah... do you have anything for free?"
"There's some apples over there."
"Thanks..." She grabbed an apple but knew that she wouldn't be able to stomach it. She took a bite either way but felt bad complaining. It was small, it was too mealy and the taste made her a little sick. She just wanted something with a little substance like a salad or even just a sandwich. Greasy stuff seemed kind of harsh too all things considered, so she didn't feel too bad but still she sat over in a corner and placed the twice bitten apple on the table in front of her before setting her head down.
She felt like she was probably gonna drift to sleep, maybe that would make her feel less hungry. Even if her stomach was making noises loud enough to keep her from completely falling asleep.
