Post by Melanie Rose on Mar 17, 2016 20:10:14 GMT -5
Email to Kazuya:
Kazuya Hikari,
I am sorry to have to get a hold of you this way, but you aren't answering your phone and I don't know where you live now. It's been a week since you gave me the note. I can't believe after all we have been through you don't want to be with me anymore. I don't understand why you are leaving me. It hurts more every time I think about it. Did I do something wrong? Was I cruel to you? Was I not good enough? If you could only tell me what it was I did, I would fix it for you.
When I said I never wanted to leave you or lose you, I was telling you the truth. I can't live without you. It feels like I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't even sleep anymore. I keep having nightmares about what happened in New York. I need you. I can't do this alone. I have to be with you. If I can fix it, I will. I will do anything you ask me to. I will be whatever you want me to be. If it means I don't lose you, I will do whatever it takes. I love you. I will always love you.
Do you remember the first time we made love? Do you remember what you told me? You said "You won't lose me. I would never leave you, and I would never stop loving you." I remember. Were you lying? Do you still love me? Why did you do this to us Kazuya? Why don't you love me anymore? When did I stop being good enough? What makes me so wrong to stay with? What did I do to deserve this? I only ever loved and adored you.
You told me you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. You told me you thought about children. I wanted to be that woman for you. I wanted to be your perfect lover. I wanted to be your wife. I could have been perfect for you. What happened to us? You were perfect for me as I was for you. Was there someone else? Was there another woman who has stolen you love? Is this why you have forgotten about my love? I loved you. I worshiped you. I treated you as if you were a God.
If I can't have you, No one can. You promised you would always be mine. You promised you would always offer me your love. You promised we would always be together. No one else could love you like I do. No other woman could be to you what I was. No other woman could love you like I do. Only I can love you like the God you are. Only I can be the one for you. I am your perfect lover. You promised yourself to me and you will be mine. I told you once that I don't share. I will share you with no other woman. You are mine. Your love will always belong to me. You will love me or you will love no one. Only I can have you, my love.
Your perfect Lover,
Melanie Rose
PS. If there is another woman, I WILL kill her. You belong to me.
Kazuya Hikari,
I am sorry to have to get a hold of you this way, but you aren't answering your phone and I don't know where you live now. It's been a week since you gave me the note. I can't believe after all we have been through you don't want to be with me anymore. I don't understand why you are leaving me. It hurts more every time I think about it. Did I do something wrong? Was I cruel to you? Was I not good enough? If you could only tell me what it was I did, I would fix it for you.
When I said I never wanted to leave you or lose you, I was telling you the truth. I can't live without you. It feels like I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't even sleep anymore. I keep having nightmares about what happened in New York. I need you. I can't do this alone. I have to be with you. If I can fix it, I will. I will do anything you ask me to. I will be whatever you want me to be. If it means I don't lose you, I will do whatever it takes. I love you. I will always love you.
Do you remember the first time we made love? Do you remember what you told me? You said "You won't lose me. I would never leave you, and I would never stop loving you." I remember. Were you lying? Do you still love me? Why did you do this to us Kazuya? Why don't you love me anymore? When did I stop being good enough? What makes me so wrong to stay with? What did I do to deserve this? I only ever loved and adored you.
You told me you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me. You told me you thought about children. I wanted to be that woman for you. I wanted to be your perfect lover. I wanted to be your wife. I could have been perfect for you. What happened to us? You were perfect for me as I was for you. Was there someone else? Was there another woman who has stolen you love? Is this why you have forgotten about my love? I loved you. I worshiped you. I treated you as if you were a God.
If I can't have you, No one can. You promised you would always be mine. You promised you would always offer me your love. You promised we would always be together. No one else could love you like I do. No other woman could be to you what I was. No other woman could love you like I do. Only I can love you like the God you are. Only I can be the one for you. I am your perfect lover. You promised yourself to me and you will be mine. I told you once that I don't share. I will share you with no other woman. You are mine. Your love will always belong to me. You will love me or you will love no one. Only I can have you, my love.
Your perfect Lover,
Melanie Rose
PS. If there is another woman, I WILL kill her. You belong to me.
